time flies.
2 months has passed
withought even noticing it.
i had been wondering
if it would last long.
i seriously dunno
and dun understnd
why mus everything be like that?

y mus u be so nice to me?
someone like me.
ordinary. normal. not special at all.
hav u ever thought if its worth it?
sometimes i feel
its not fair for u.

yea. its like u are the angel.
i m the devil.
wad he said is right.
u r the perfect one
i m jus nothing.

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wad my mum said is right
"if u never change your attitude,
u will never have friends"

see? tts me.
i m trying very hard to change already
why cant she jus understand?

i promise.
to be her good girl
to listen to everything she says
to put in more effort in my studies

jus give me a chance.
to show that i can do it.
pls...